Its been 1 month plus since i've updated. I'm lazy ya'know. Busy with schools, busy with friends and everything. Came back from Germany like 1 week ago? And now i simply can't wait for Bali trip. Exam is done and okaylah quite satisfied with most of my subjects. But not Art uhh, nonono. Oh guess what i got a C5 for Arttttt, thanks cher for giving me and some others that mark :)
I don't know what i should do now, its like i've been telling myself to stop thinking about you and to stop talking about you, but you know its so difficult for me to do all that? And do you know how hurtful it is after knowing the truth? Just so you know, i still love you now after everything that had happen. It hurts to pretend and act like everything is alright, fake a smile and laughter to everyone. And of course saying 'Oh, I'm okay' to everyone that asked me whats wrong with me. But i just have to do all that. I'm losing hope, losing strength and everytime people say your name i just wish that you and me are still together. But i know it will never happen, right? Its only left memories between us now. What can i do? I just have to accept everything that had happen. I just have to accept the fact. Well, this is reality. People fall in love, get hurt, and end it. Isn't it? And i know i can't find another you. Cause there's only one Fariz in this world. Takecare.
Its been 1 month plus since i've updated. I'm lazy ya'know. Busy with schools, busy with friends and everything. Came back from Germany like 1 week ago? And now i simply can't wait for Bali trip. Exam is done and okaylah quite satisfied with most of my subjects. But not Art uhh, nonono. Oh guess what i got a C5 for Arttttt, thanks cher for giving me and some others that mark :)